Monday, November 1, 2010

Wish I Knew

So apparently I have done something that pissed off the majority of my group of mommy friends. Or someone in it. I don’t know which.

I can tell when I am getting the cold shoulder from the entire group. When I am not invited to things they do as a group anymore. I won’t say it doesn’t bother me, it does, but I wish we could all be adults and talk about things instead. If I did something then I would like to know what, so I can either defend myself or apologize about it and move on. I hate conflict because I am a people pleaser by nature. I try to make sure everyone is happy and there is peace. I don’t like it when someone is mad at me and I have no clue why.

I am by no means perfect myself. I am trying to work on being a better mother to my kids, trying to take them out more and play with them more. I am working on being a better wife. Trying to be more patient with my husband’s job demands. Trying to put my family first and myself last. Trying to work on my anger because I get too upset over the small things. Being an adult is no fun at all.

I have gotten much busier too, which may contribute to it. I am making hair bows now, and my business is really starting to take off. A house and two kids to juggle keep me very busy. Daddy is working 8-8 every day but Sunday and is also in school pursuing his masters, so I am pretty much doing it on my own.

Maybe I did not piss anyone off. Maybe it is just all in my head. Wish I knew.


1 comment:

TeamOSM said...

=( Sorry to hear this. Hope things resolve themselves soon!! I'm always here if you need to talk.